Oh NoNoNo

I wanted to see super junior badly.
I wanted to see siwon badly.
I love siwon so much.
If I know that siwon arrived at KL on Saturday, I will, w definitely will go to the airport.
When I read the news that they were shopping in the pavilion on Friday night, I felt sad.
But when I know that si won was not there I felt lucky.
Haha…
I Love Siwon~. ~

From now on, I want to save money for their next arrival.
MUST SEE SIWON ONCE WITH MY OWN EYES!!

Today I got the pengajian Malaysia exam.
Oh No, I can only answer a part.
I thought to cheat in the exam.
But luckily was not allowed.
I still do it myself.
I will not do that again~~

If this semester result is not good enough, I am thinking to change course.
There are two reasons.
One is financial problem.

My father seems like feel hard to afford my study fee already.
I will try to apply kojadi this week.
But the condition is becoming Malaysian Chinese Association member.
I don’t know about politics.
Should I get my family involve?
Or I think it in the serious way?

The second reason is because I feel that I am out of idea and sense of art.
I’ve received the comment from angel that I am quite smart and a quick learner. This is my advantage. I just need to work hard and then I can easily get what I wanted.
But I am not agreeing much.
I do think that I did work hard.

I like to write, I like words.
That’s why I do hope I will good in typography.
But the assignment 2’ result is not satisfied, although I am the third highest.
I am not looking for the highest.
I am looking for the good score.
I am looking for above 85.
That is not enough!
I don’t think so I am a greedy girl.
I hope that I will get good score in next assignments.
GAMBATTE NE!

What if I really cannot get good GPA and loan for study?!?!?!
Do i really need to change course?!?!?!
Business Management?
Oh No! I don’t want to think about this!