my Life

It is time to open my heart to myself.

I will become depressed one day if I still keep it inside.

I always wished that I could break the past two semester GPA record.

I will be relieved if I could get 3.00 GPA which is rated as good.

However first semester’s result was 2.99.

It is just the slightly difference of 0.01.

The second semester I dropped 0.03 in the result. *helpless*

When the third semester started I was like the soul is not with me.

I was so stressed that I cannot catch up.

I thought I will remain the same situation that I could not make a breakthrough in the result.

Despite how is the result outcome; I keep work hard on my study.

As Deanie(Lovely Lecturer) said, I have a very positive attitude in many things.(she asked my classmates to learn from this kind of attitude) 

Well, somewhile this positive attitude bothers me.

I feel like not normal with the rational and positive. 

I feel sorry all the time to my mother because of my positive attitude.

Last semester when I got the result slip from madam hand I was excited!

It was 3.56. I just wished I could get 3.00 but I never thought that I could get 3.5.

Wow! I cannot wait to tell my parents especially my mother!

My mother was sick that time I wished that this good news will comfort her and help her mood.

I miss her so much.

I am glad for her that she finally can relief from pain forever.

I am sad that I am so late want to take good care of her.

Should I beg to go back to the time when I was 7?

I shall, if for my selfish. I shall not, for her good.

This is life. I learnt a lesson.

Life is about appreciation.

Appreciate what you have and what you don’t have.

I do not want to have anymore regrets in my life.

I want to go home and see my father faster.

I want to bring my DSLR back and take photos with my family 

I am so regret that I didn’t bring it back on November to take photo with mama 

Want to call her mama again badly 

The new semester has started.

This is the third week of the new semester and I am still in the holiday mood.

I have done nothing in these three days.

Although I am worried for my research and sketches, I take no actions.

I surely know that I need to pay for it!

Laziness fills me up!

I have been thinking of the theme for the book design.

I am indecisively about the Michael Kors.

I just worry that whether if the information could be found easily from the websites.

Ah! Suddenly I am thinking of showing my assignments to my baba.

I want to let him know that what I am studying about.

He always worries about my future of the course I am taking.

I think he should be relieved if he knows more about my study.

I used to like the New Year songs.

This year is different.

The sentimental fill me up when I heard the melody.

I know that I will not feel happy in the future when I heard the New Year song like I used to be.

It is time to grow up.

Life goes on and I will be tough to face everything. :)