累累的心情

超累的.
忙了一整天了呢.
又發現在'這裡'的新奇事件了.
"actually sunday cannot moving in our out"
haha...打著打著自己都笑了.

再累垮的時候,瀏覽了1下佩佩的部落格,看見了她所寫的,感動了.
要不是有個人在面前,早就流下了眼淚.

今天,應該有上上下下超過50次的樓梯了.
汗水不停不停的流,就真的好像在沖涼.
我真的不想搬家了.
求求你們,不要來騷擾我了.
請給我好日子過.

剛留在清空了的舊住所,看著新發現的蟲,T__________T
我終於都離開了.
永別了.

今天也做不成功課了..

有點期待星期二和親愛的朋友見面了....
喜歡你們^^

!@#$%^&*){}:"<>?

I am damn angry with the TM service and their system.
Really stupid!
I can never understand how come a multi task computer can only do 1 order?
Some more there are many computers.
I cannot understand what kind of system is that.
And the staff service is damn xxxxxxx.
They just easily put their responsible to the ‘very systematic computer’.
Their situation just like they are controlling by the ‘systematic computer’!
They are dead. Computer is alive.
They can just go to chat while there are many customers waiting for their “friendly, useful help”.
They like to waste their time but we are not.
Now I totally understand what the definition of 1M is.
That is really stupid.
And their calculation is really bullshit.
I can see very clear how ‘they’ are taking off people money.
They treat us like a fool.
We are not, okay?! We just have no choice!!
It is soon to perish.
Why do they exist?

lonely mood

i am alone
i miss u so much

我的不舒服

希望時間快點到
只希望快點搬離這裡
希望能轉換一個心情
我有一個好奇怪的感覺
好像心少了一個部分
就算有些開心,幸福的時候
但是還是好像缺少了些甚麼
這樣的感覺令我好不舒服

聽著 到了明天
我突然的感傷起來
好難過的感覺

Bad redemption

I was excited yesterday night.
Finally we got the new place to stay.
Very fast we pay our rental.
But the rental RM 210 is expensive.
My current rental is RM150.
Oh My God!
I am a spendthrift already.
How is the life if the rental is RM210?
T__T money money money...Pls come to me...
I can leave the flea ever forever.
Dada!

But!! I got a bit angry today.
I heard some words from someone.
I am the middle man for the current house. We handle many things of this house, but now

what we redeem?
What is now?
I found the new place with good environment for you; you are just concerning your low rental

and comfortable life there.
Have you consider about us?
What about the effort we paid?
And have you think about the deposit we paid for you and ours?
We never receive a thank you from you after we did many things.
We received the words that hurt our ears after I did many things.
I am done with this now.
I hope I can be more selfish like the others did.

oh my super junior

I am so sad.
Indeed very sad.
Super junior is coming to Malaysia on 20/3/10.
I am too excited at first.
But when I checked up the prices, I turned down very sudden.
I cannot afford the ticket for now.
That is because I am going to move on February.
I need money for house deposit and rental.
I am so sad.

happy?

I am so happy these days!
That is because I didn’t get bite from the insects!
Lastly I can have a nice sleep these nights.
Indeed happy.
I have been shopping for the applied design materials today.
I had spent 50++ ringgit.
There is still something I didn’t buy yet.
My bank balance left not more.


I discovered there are two cute stuffed sheep in the popular here!
But each cost 13.90.
That is expensive for me.
I don’t wish to pay my money on them so I can only go to visit them.
So poor.

Last Wednesday I felt so happiness.
My bf cooked me breakfast and lunch to school.
Hehe..

Starting from this new semester, every Wednesday we are going to watch a short movie and write a culture report.

This week report title is the equality between boys and girls on that movie named “osama”.

I don’t like much on some of their elements and I am too lazy to think about those issues.
However, I can only complain here, still I need to do my assignment later and pass up on time.

低等

怎麼把自己的宗教抬的那麼清高?!
還學人家炸甚麼建築屋?!
結果我三不五時都收到你的甚麼video baru video ganas apa perempuan panas
SHIT!!!F!!!
不知廉恥!!頭腦生蟲!!!
不要再發那麼好料的信息過來了!
白痴!愚蠢!

new starting

Since I said that I am trying to block the grey part in me, I started to review the happy things in my days.
Hope this can help me get out from gloomy.
Hmmmm……. =. = there is only one little happy thing.
When we were discussing about the accommodation, yu heng said that he will be the middle man.
Finally I can hand off this responsibility.
Oops, another happy thing!
I called and asked about the health report.
The nurse said that I am alright. Lastly I can put away my worries.
Do I need to note down the irritating things =.=?
Whatever, I just want to vent my unhappiness.
The landlord brought a vacuum cleaner and bleach today.
I was home alone, so I was the only one who serves him like usual.
I am good in acting, though I was feeling annoyed, I still serve him in polite way.
He was asking me to kill the bed bugs by bleach then ‘suck’ them by the vacuum cleaner!
Sigh…
Why I should do this?
I did it just now. But the bed bugs are not dying man!!
Crazy insect!!
And it is very disgusting when the liquid caused the dropping become water and flowed down on the wires.
My hands are smelly.
The small bed bugs suddenly disappeared when I kept spraying the bleach on it.
Now I understand that bed bugs WON’T DIE unless I squeeze it.
Let's fcuk the bed bugs together!!!
Let’s kill the bed bugs together!!!
they are harmful man!!!
(they had really drive me insane!)

!@#$%^&*

已經不知道可以說些甚麼了.
假期回來,又以身養蟲了.
我已經被它們搞得心靈受傷,身體受傷了,心理生理都有了問題!
我也不像以前那麼的開朗了.
我每天都活在恐慌之下.
不管是早上晚上,一隻擔心會被蟲咬,睡覺前更是擔心.
每晚都在發惡夢.
昨天,5.30a.m起身捉咬了我的蟲,捉了15分鐘,捉到了3只白痴蟲,才比較放心的再睡過.
今天凌晨2點多,又被咬了…捉到半只蟲而已.
雪櫃那裡一直發出奇怪的聲音, 我哭了.
我已經是很無助了..
我要搬家,我一點都不想留在這裡了….1分鐘都不想…
我很難過,我真的沒有心情去做任何事情.
現在的我只想能平安無事的躺在床上一整天哪裡都不去我都無所謂,我也哪裡都不想去.
我的情緒很不好,我睡眠也不好,我又擔心又害怕!!
我還能做甚麼…
我不再去找房子.因為是我運氣很背!
本來沒甚麼相信這些,現在只有這些想法能讓我冷靜一些.
我只知道再這樣下去,我連书都不能讀好!連生活都過得非常有問題!!
只希望同屋友會自動去找房子,我也不要再當中間人了,有事都是我們兩個出聲,你們都不幫些忙.
我真的覺得很痛苦,我甚至連書都不想念了,我寧願回家!
我不要我自己被搞得每天都活在灰暗的世界,我一點希望都沒有,都沒有了!!
穎倩說的對,我這樣是是很可怕的,對未來沒有了希望.
我承認我已經變成了那樣.一年內不知道看了多少次的醫生.
我不知道是誰的問題,KL的醫生我怎麼樣看都看不好.
我一點都不想辛辛苦苦賺回來的錢拿給醫生!!我很不很不甘心!!!
上個月就已經花了500++
超離譜的!我是得罪了窮神還是財神?!
起碼讓我有個明白!!!!我根本都不知道發生了甚麼事情!!!!!
我要怎麼樣做我都不知道!!!
從十一月開始到現在,我的生活不同了.
我處于恐慌的狀態,頻發惡夢,對甚麼事情都沒有了希望,只能哭,甚麼事都做不了…
甚至回到自己的家,連覺都不敢睡…
超大的影響,陰影,恐怖!
要我那麼的衰,可以讓我有個明白嗎…
下個月又要搬家了,我已經搬了兩次了!!!
床褥,枕頭,連我的小像都要丟了!!!!!
衣櫥我也不要了!!
我又要花錢再買過床褥了….
天啊.為甚麼運氣變得那麼的差…………
我一直以來都沒有和錢過不去!!!!
他媽的!