忙碌的迎接'新'1年

再幾十分鐘,就這樣一年又要過去了..

我...沒有什麼好回顧,也沒什麼還期盼...

看見大家在facebook非常活躍的對2011說再見,歡迎2012,寫下他們的祝福與想做的事情..

我就在對我自己說:ㄟ,你的生活是失去了意義嗎?

我就在對我自己說:ㄟ,你對生活好像沒有熱忱也..

我就在對我自己說:可能我累了吧..

哈哈..沒關係啦,只要健康的活著,只要有讓自己開心就好了. -_-

新一年...我也沒有什麼憧憬與衝勁. :|
就希望爸爸與家人身體健健康康就好. :)

希望快點大掃完家裡吧.

昨天和姊姊掃了客廳,飯廳,爸爸和我的房間,擦乾淨了4把風扇,裝了5粒新燈泡(而且還買到80w -_-).

今天"才"收拾了外面(外面是哪裡我也不懂怎樣講,就是一開門踏出去的地方-_-)

明天...希望能收拾完雜貨房,擦埋那風扇,廚房,煮飯的地方......洗我的衣服 -_-'''

後天...清理神台,換金花,擦香爐...

好多 -____-'''

帶了那些器材本想說做幾本書本d,現在都不用做了......

加油!你可以的!noul hasuyiso!

The Meaningful Christmas Project!

ta dang~ Merry Christmas!
After worked really hard in the 6 weeks project, we celebrated Christmas with the kids on 16th 12 2011.
Let me recollect the process.

Ah-ha! I was the leader of the research part.
I think i handled well in the group that with some relationship problem that happened before the project. *clap clap* (for myself :目)
Really thanks alot to the people who i don't know but helped me on the research.
Friend introduced by old friend, newspaper office inquiry..

I was so much passionate on looking for the suitable orphanage.
I just can't wait for the celebration with the kids, give them many many presents!
I finished my mission accorded to my plan. Yeehee~
Next, i did a slide show of the visit to the orphanages.
Thanks to Zhiying that supported me to do the slide show while everyone saying that was not needed. :)

In the six weeks time we been through research, brain storming, ideas generation, meetings (with classmates & lecturer), misunderstanding, happy & discontented.
(Well, and i actually complaint alot of the discontented. :( )
Finally the solid idea was out!
The message of the project is : We are designers that design dreams.
Theme: exhange.
Intention: celebrate Christmas with the orphans.
Our identity: Dream maker

1. we sent breakfast to the selected kindhearted people.(all are lectures cause they are rich :P)
2. we have a wishes exchanged with the lecturers cause we were the dream makers to them & they were the dream makers to the kids.

3. They were busy to prepare the gifts for kids.

4. meanwhile we were busy to design the lectures' wishes.

This is a 'mentally' gift (jokes) for the pretty lecturer from me.
The jokes were given started on the day while the deal on and it was last for 4 days.
When i deal the wish with her i was sweating in hands :|

the materials:

the gift:

5. we went to collect and exchange the gift with the lecturers.

During the exchange process she teased me :(
and I love the presents that she prepared!

I really see the sincerity through the presents!

How good it is if the presents are given to me :(

I want presents too!

I teased her back under Louise's request. :P
Nice smiles :目

6. Celebration!

I learned some Tamil words and songs from them! <3

song 1:

vadi*4 Qde Bondadi~

......

song 2:

Wore wore wore .......

Hahaha! It was happy. Really Thanks a lot!

Thanks to Zhiying that shared the present(for the lady) with me. :)
She is a great person and also deserve with present! <3

And happy to hear that: this is the 1st time people think of me and give me present :D

My wear on that day made me look fat & ugly :'(
Many photos need to be deleted! :((

*Photo of All* :D big smile

Love is everywhere in our life! <3

鬧什麼鬼情緒？！

地方那麼大，我竟然連要去哪裡將自己躲起來我都不知道。

因為這樣，我更加難過，更加悲傷。。

為甚麼想不開的人要自殺，我明白了。

就不是因為無助，難過，悲傷的沒有地方將自己藏起來，因為沒有人能完全的了解自己嗎。。

我從來覺得自殺是件沒有用的事情。

但是當我媽媽走了的時候，我想到如果連爸爸都走了，我就成了孤兒，我不要那樣活下來。

我想死掉去陪他們。

因為我到現在，我也不懂我為了什麼而活著。

生活目標什麼都沒有，活著幹什麼？

我真的不想面對人。太煩太亂！

我真的想躲起來！

連房間都不屬於我了！

好難過！

心開不。

我很不開心。

不開心到忘了怎麼說話。。

變態?

我可以一邊開玩笑一邊訴說我的難過傷痛,這是變態不?

我也逃避算了

厭倦.所以我也開始逃避了.

不想為難自己,不想讓自己辛苦的呼吸.

熱忱也被厭倦給蓋過去了.

只想有新的改變.但是還需要些時間.

周圍的一切是真的太無聊了!

Original Me :)

佩鳳です。Devonではありません。:P

不一樣的我.無聊的我.放著一堆工課不做的我.懶惰的我!呵呵.

今天聽了一聽力宏的'依然愛你' 覺的幸福滿滿的. :)
回到家,再聽幾遍,一邊想像我的理想對像一邊培養感情的唱著! 哈哈哈!

今天, 開心 :)

亂了我的噩夢

今天睡了個不舒服的午覺.

做了噩夢,那噩夢令我亂了.

我嚇醒後都不知道自己睡了多久.

只是一頭亂糟糟的...

唉.最近學印度話太多?

今天在做chung的功課壓力?

最近很多不好相處的人?

全都在夢裡了.

大家一起上chung的課,在檢閱功課時,來了一隻印度鬼 -口-

好累,真不想撐著.

是我太孩子氣,是我不成熟.

我就是因為不想面對!

累死鳥....

改!!

突然間情緒化了. :(

每次情緒化就想不睡覺了..

可是還是會敗給睡意...

我決定了,這次我下定決心要改了...

那樣都能改,這樣也一定能改!

首先,就是減少人與人之間的接觸.哈哈哈...

這不是改,是躲避!笨!

逛逛天

今天去走走.

為的就是幫姊姊買衣服.

唉.我一直找不到便宜的.

最後買了有減價的貴衣服.

因為姊姊的體型,我找到很辛苦.

從她叫我幫他買衣服開始,我就一直在注意與她體型接近的人的衣著.

但是就是找不到.

那是我看到最適合的了.

結果買了三件就280了.

為甚麼我就是找不到便宜貨. :(

走去換優惠劵,被我愛的顏色給吸過去.

結果終於找到我喜歡的造型,也適合我的造型.

很可惜!我的腿型屬於短,胖型,所以穿起褲來不好看!

加上價錢有點太貴,所以忍著放棄了.

T_T我很想很想要!

因為我喜歡帶圍巾,因為我喜歡穿褲子,因為我的酷髮型!

因為我的體型,我穿了看起來屁股大大T__________T

不知道幾年前開始,就愛上了亮色的搭配,所以越來越愛韓國的顏色服裝飾品!

很羨慕少女時代穿著粉紅色,黃色,藍色的緊身褲!

我只能穿長裙來遮蓋我稍胖的腿.

我當然也喜歡長裙~只是比較喜歡褲子.

因為行動比較方便,不擔心走光.

為了那樣的造型,我決定嘗試減肥! *加油*

以前我從來沒有找到適合我的墨鏡,自從,我剪了這個髮型,我帶什麼款式的墨鏡都適合. :P

還很有型tim.哈哈.

幸好沒有機會帶,所以沒有非常想買~

回家lu

不埋怨

好,從今天起我也學習不要埋怨!

我一定會更美麗!

Meaningful Brief

We are having our last extra study this time.

I just can't wait to start the project when Louise finish the brief.

It sounds really nice.

We will have a project for orphan which is ' we are the designers that design dreams.'

I never celebrate Christmas before and this time really is a good chance.

This is really meaningful!

I can imagine that we all are the Santa Claus that bring hope and happy to them.

I just can't wait!

We need to spread the love out!

The leader is Shu hui. Assistant manager is ZhiYing.

Their abilities sure will lead us to do good work. :)

Thanks for the support. I am the research part leader in this project.

'I know i can do it!' *worrying*

This time is a bit different. :(

Coincidentally the leaders in this project are the Snickers members.

Welcome collaborate again! ahaha!

I always like to make a very very clear statement before i do everything.

Usually it end-up with misunderstand too! I can't figure out whats the problem. *shrug my shoulder*

Same as this time.

Somebody might think that i am over or unkind. haha.

But i think that this is comfortable to me.

Whatever excuses or actions you want to show thats your business.

I hope we can really make a good work in this meaningful project. *sigh*

Fighting!

通霄

Yay! 不錯的體驗.
星期二早上7點多起身上課後,晚上就和同學到Old Town做作業.
一直忙到星期三下午4點才睡覺,然後一醒來就是星期四早上7點.
希望不要有下次~hoho
還做了奇怪的夢,夢裡的人物也很奇怪. 也希望不要再有這樣的夢-_-

C.A. Final presentation

We had our Creative Advertising presentation yesterday.

That was my 1st presentation in a mess ever.

We were late for the presentation, slides not done yet still Louise was willing to change over our presentation turn with other groups.

Im not satisfied with this part >_<

Each member played their roles in different parts in this project.

At the end no one has time to design the packaging for booth part.

I did research and designed it by using 10 minutes before presentation has started. *sweat*

Many thanks to Zhiying & Jackson efforts made the dance part 'on screen' successfully! *clap clap*

Even though we were in a mess for the 14th weeks, we managed to got compliment from Louise! ;>

I learnt something from Shuhui and Zhiying:

Setting a high standard for yourself and believe it makes good work!

I see something from the group:

We are self-motivated and independent.

This is really good when you have members in a team, you just don't need to urge, you don't need to press for outcomes. So that everyone of the team can focus and produce good work.

It is very nice when your team members know how to back up each other when having meeting but not keep quiet. haha..

It is a good experience though having a little unhappy during the midterm access.

Good job *thumbs up*

煩

剪了新頭髮.

很喜歡又不喜歡.

因為和我的服裝不配.

而且沒剪之前才買了兩條新長裙.

這個學期又要完了.

承認自己沒有動力,很懶惰.

找不出原因.

就什麼都不想管.

可能人多是非多課業又多,太厭煩了~

昨天演示完了C.I.就去吃所謂的韓國buffet.

真後悔.又爛又不划算-.-

吃完回來就沖涼睡覺去.

不知道是因為那常無聊的夢影響了我的心情嗎?

今天眼睛一睜開就不想去上課了.

然後悶悶不樂的一直到現在.

有時候,我也不知道我怎樣得知許多事情.

知道了,看下去,就覺得有夠噁心.

所以昨天和斌傑,欣傑,堯去吃了不划算的晚餐,但是還是聊的蠻不錯.

真輕鬆,因為可以暢所欲言.

因為亂說話可是很好笑.

因為在制造假想.呵呵.

欣傑就是從以前到現在都說我做人不夠圓滑,所以很多人不喜歡.

我呢?覺的沒關係啦.

要是甚麼都要想一番算一番,累死我自己,我才不要.

最緊要對得起自己.又不是做什麼壞事,只是誠實直接而已.呵呵.

在說著我們班與插畫班有點不一樣時,說出了這樣的對話.哈哈哈.

啊堯說:'做工課時,我們老師每次跟我們講有時候東西就是這樣簡單,你們不要想太多.'

我說:'做工課時,我們的老師卻說你們看東西不要太表面,要再想深入一點.'

就開玩笑說因為那樣所以我們班不像他們那樣合群.哈哈...

常常被誤會,是我的考驗.

因為我生成沒有耐性,所以這是鍛鍊.

以前很心急要澄清,要全部人都明白.

現在?雖氣,但只有無奈的和他人一起等待真相.

我也不明白,我只是問1問,加問號只是七個字而已,聽回來的卻是一段精彩的短文了.

是我不適合讀設計嗎?沒有想像力? 真的是太厲害了!

現在講的最多的昰,我沒有那個意思..

Exciting Day

Aha! New experience today :)
We woke up at 5 something this morning and went for a film shooting that asked by Laifun~

It is fun though is under the big hot sun. :D

When the people introduce the stuntman i thought that he must be unprofessional!

After started action, we ran to side and i totally attracted by the stuntman's driving skill!

The 1st time that i attract by the skill of driving! He did drifting! Thats cool man!

It is too bad that we cannot go for another filming to act as audience at next Monday & Tuesday because we have classes!

After that we went home at 9.30am.

I continued to sleep after bath.

It was killing me that i slept for only 1 hour and i need to go for group meeting and class at 1pm! x_x

And i got bit 'excited' due to insufficient sleep!

I came out a 'sex party' content for the brand activation program!

Ahahaha, this is totally a different thing that we did not do before as Louise requested!

See, my new color pen with Zhi Ying nails~ The color is so nice! ♥♥♥

And my handwriting is nice ♥♥♥ hohoho~

I was like holding a big bottle cap of Heineken! :D

突發情境

星期二上了C.I後就和組員到麥當勞邊吃午餐邊討論.

他們在order的時候,我就去拿鹽.

一個uncle過來:'邊個係糖邊個係奶粉啊?'

我:呢個呢個.你要幾包?'

uncle:唔該唔該..

我就知道uncle沒有用來攪拌的湯匙,我就再去拿給他.

看著他一個人坐在哪裡喝咖啡,好可憐樣..

好像我爸爸.可是他比爸爸年輕...

隨著社會不斷在進步,跟不上了就慘了...

好可憐 :(

Nice day with Friends ♥

Many thanks to my classmates that celebrated my birthday on Thursday evening.♥

We ate so full that day... and wasted few fish balls and 1 spring roll!

Hermione & Peiwen can eat a lot -口-

haha~ Nice day ♥♥♥

Starbuck$

After Wednesday class, we went to Starbucks to do our assignments.

Ended up with a lot of chit chat and shopping. :(

I gave up the assignment is because of the network problem..

Pei Wen & I bought some Ramadan food of our Malay friends.

They cook a lot of nice foods.

Starbucks drinks are nice but is so expensive.

I think i will not go again if not necessary. :P

Nice try :)

想念的心情

媽媽,我很想妳..

看着這張照片:"妳的小鳳長大了.."

誠心的許願

生日願望:爸爸和家人平平安安快快樂樂健健康康長命百歲..

奇怪

星期一了, 我甚麼都沒有做.

剛從雲頂回來不久.

我記得還沒開課的時候,Deanie還說這個學期會像2-3那樣忙.

我記得那時候剛開課我還壓力到哭了,覺得自己突然慢下來,甚麼都聽錯,聽不明白那樣.

這個學期,雖然都難,可是為甚麼好像很輕鬆.

我哪裡出了問題-.-?

希望昨天在雲頂突然間想到Shanli所說的idea/statement能順利過關吧!

我後悔星期六一整天在看戲.

去雲頂的路途中才想起其實我可以先做英文的presentation research!

唉...時間就這樣流走了-__-

最近的鬱悶

托欣傑的福明天去雲頂..

終於能如我所願去雲頂做功課.哈哈 :D

希望明天不會有不愉快的狀況出現.

有時候,有些人不明白去玩的定義..

不喜歡吵去玩卻吵累吵回家的人..

就算是男朋友也會惹我厭!

最近想得很多的問題是,身邊要一起玩一起分享的人真的不多..

我將問題歸咎於這個國家的教育是不是比較好?

給予意見我真的覺得沒有甚麼問題

給予問題我也覺得不是看不起

你回答不到就是你沒準備好我覺得是對的

為甚麼,我突然覺得這學院的人際關係怎麼還比工作的差?

越預見問題越不明白就越想念已前的同事.

應該將問題丟給年臨的差距與否?

好鬱悶,好無奈,輕鬆不了...

或許是好像大家說的因為這是吉隆坡,因為吉隆坡人?

就算,你認為你做了多麼偉大的事情,他人還是會認為為甚麼你那麼多事

就算,朋友袖手旁觀也不關你的事,那是他們相處的態度

就算,你先說明了你只是不明白,人家也覺得你假仁假義

好悶的地方...

有個經驗往後比較也好

就是要嘗試了才知道哪些是好哪些壞

希望趕快順順利利的完成學業...

我還是適合活在一群那樣的人群裡...

我要是能再酷點就好

Handmade Books

This is the book that i made for Yao.
I stitch it in my way :P

I went to Carrefour last week to choose the fabrics.

The fabric pattern that i look for sold out. :(

Due to my budget i give up a Japanese pattern fabric.

I will buy it later..

This is another one i made for myself.

Ha ha ha! It is like the book for the Emperor.

Movie today

I went for Harry Potter Movie at four thirty today.

It is really nice.

Been watching every episode of Harry Potter.
So far only one episode disappoint me. ha ha..

This episode's effects and the story excite me.


Especially when the man(cannot remember his name) take the sword and kill the snake.

It is really WOW!

Snape is a poor guy in the end. How sad...

Vice-president is pretty cool.

Draco turned good in the end. The story tells us treat people kind, even if they are your enemies. They will pay the price for their actions and yet you lose nothing.

他(多)

他們說我瞧不起他們.

他說其實那是自卑感.

他說可能是樣子出問題.

他說我本來就是這樣樣.

他們喜歡我這樣樣.

他們不喜歡我這樣樣.

那真是他們的自卑感.

他看不起他自己.

Yao's Birthday

We went for steamboat ♨ to celebrate Yao's birthday

We gathered at the taxi station when the rain is heavy ☁

It would be better if we walked in the rain without umbrella ☂

I want this camera after Yao introduce it to us ☄

Like my new blue giraffe shirt ♥

Our Dinner

Jusco opened Kenny Rogers ROASTERS.
We went there for dinner yesterday.


Quarter Meal - the rice is delicious mix with the pepper sauce! ♥

Kenny's twin meal - pepper sauce & BBQ sauce

i don't like the BBQ sauce.. :(
Wanna go again to taste the pepper sauce meal!


The muffins! Finally i get to taste it. Heard from many say that the muffins are super delicious. The Vanilla flavor is really nice :D
Waitress there are friendly and with good smiles.
Rarely seen such good service waitress in Malaysia.

My New Handphone

This is my new handphone Samsung C3222 :D

It suits me very well though i am not Samsung supporter.

Thanks to the person who introduced it.

The dual sim function provide a great convenience on me!

The pictures that taken by its 1.3mega pixel is not bad when the pictures are shown on computer screen.

It is nice yet affordable. :)

depressed.

好累.

精神上的累.

做甚麼都不對.

說的好聽,在乎才亂想.

換作我的時候你的說法又不同了.

這樣也不對,那樣也不對.

我感到好沮喪...

甚麼朋友?不交了

甚麼戀愛?不談了