Saturday, December 31, 2011

忙碌的迎接'新'1年

再幾十分鐘,就這樣一年又要過去了..
我...沒有什麼好回顧,也沒什麼還期盼...
看見大家在facebook非常活躍的對2011說再見,歡迎2012,寫下他們的祝福與想做的事情..
我就在對我自己說:ㄟ,你的生活是失去了意義嗎?
我就在對我自己說:ㄟ,你對生活好像沒有熱忱也..
我就在對我自己說:可能我累了吧..
哈哈..沒關係啦,只要健康的活著,只要有讓自己開心就好了. -_-

新一年...我也沒有什麼憧憬與衝勁. :|
就希望爸爸與家人身體健健康康就好. :)

希望快點大掃完家裡吧.
昨天和姊姊掃了客廳,飯廳,爸爸和我的房間,擦乾淨了4把風扇,裝了5粒新燈泡(而且還買到80w -_-).
今天"才"收拾了外面(外面是哪裡我也不懂怎樣講,就是一開門踏出去的地方-_-)
明天...希望能收拾完雜貨房,擦埋那風扇,廚房,煮飯的地方......洗我的衣服 -_-'''
後天...清理神台,換金花,擦香爐...

好多 -____-'''
帶了那些器材本想說做幾本書本d,現在都不用做了......

加油!你可以的!noul hasuyiso!

The Meaningful Christmas Project!

ta dang~ Merry Christmas!
After worked really hard in the 6 weeks project, we celebrated Christmas with the kids on 16th 12 2011.
Let me recollect the process.

Ah-ha! I was the leader of the research part.
I think i handled well in the group that with some relationship problem that happened before the project. *clap clap* (for myself :目)
Really thanks alot to the people who i don't know but helped me on the research.
Friend introduced by old friend, newspaper office inquiry..

I was so much passionate on looking for the suitable orphanage.
I just can't wait for the celebration with the kids, give them many many presents!
I finished my mission accorded to my plan. Yeehee~
Next, i did a slide show of the visit to the orphanages.
Thanks to Zhiying that supported me to do the slide show while everyone saying that was not needed. :)


In the six weeks time we been through research, brain storming, ideas generation, meetings (with classmates & lecturer), misunderstanding, happy & discontented.
(Well, and i actually complaint alot of the discontented. :( )
Finally the solid idea was out!
The message of the project is : We are designers that design dreams.
Theme: exhange.
Intention: celebrate Christmas with the orphans.
Our identity: Dream maker

1. we sent breakfast to the selected kindhearted people.(all are lectures cause they are rich :P)
2. we have a wishes exchanged with the lecturers cause we were the dream makers to them & they were the dream makers to the kids.
3. They were busy to prepare the gifts for kids.
4. meanwhile we were busy to design the lectures' wishes.

This is a 'mentally' gift (jokes) for the pretty lecturer from me.
The jokes were given started on the day while the deal on and it was last for 4 days.
When i deal the wish with her i was sweating in hands :|

the materials:

the gift:

5. we went to collect and exchange the gift with the lecturers.

During the exchange process she teased me :(
and I love the presents that she prepared!
I really see the sincerity through the presents!
How good it is if the presents are given to me :(
I want presents too!

I teased her back under Louise's request. :P
Nice smiles :目


6. Celebration!

I learned some Tamil words and songs from them! <3

song 1:
vadi*4 Qde Bondadi~
......

song 2:
Wore wore wore .......

Hahaha! It was happy. Really Thanks a lot!


Thanks to Zhiying that shared the present(for the lady) with me. :)
She is a great person and also deserve with present! <3
And happy to hear that: this is the 1st time people think of me and give me present :D


My wear on that day made me look fat & ugly :'(
Many photos need to be deleted! :((


*Photo of All* :D big smile


Love is everywhere in our life! <3

Monday, December 12, 2011

鬧什麼鬼情緒?!

地方那麼大,我竟然連要去哪裡將自己躲起來我都不知道。
因為這樣,我更加難過,更加悲傷。。
為甚麼想不開的人要自殺,我明白了。
就不是因為無助,難過,悲傷的沒有地方將自己藏起來,因為沒有人能完全的了解自己嗎。。
我從來覺得自殺是件沒有用的事情。
但是當我媽媽走了的時候,我想到如果連爸爸都走了,我就成了孤兒,我不要那樣活下來。
我想死掉去陪他們。
因為我到現在,我也不懂我為了什麼而活著。
生活目標什麼都沒有,活著幹什麼?
我真的不想面對人。太煩太亂!
我真的想躲起來!
連房間都不屬於我了!
好難過!

心開不。

我很不開心。

不開心到忘了怎麼說話。。

Monday, December 5, 2011

變態?

我可以一邊開玩笑一邊訴說我的難過傷痛,這是變態不?

我也逃避算了

厭倦.所以我也開始逃避了.

不想為難自己,不想讓自己辛苦的呼吸.

熱忱也被厭倦給蓋過去了.

只想有新的改變.但是還需要些時間.

周圍的一切是真的太無聊了!
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