我的如果s

今天得知她婆婆也如此嚴重了.
我沒有為我們都長大了而開心,我真得為他們而老了而難過.
真的是多少日子不勝唏噓.
有時候,經歷了,才知道戲是演得那麼真.
我喜歡看戲!

我一直以來都很好奇古人的生活.
甚至想睡個覺醒來就是電視劇裡常看到的古時候.
古人所說的話真的很有意思.

樹欲靜而風不止,子欲養而親不在.
意思是勸大家重視親情hor1?
應該在幼稚園,一年級就學了.
學甚麼科學地方研究?
這些都還不會,學那些有什麼用.
做人基本的都沒學到,卻去學世界的大學問?

贊同欣傑說的,現在的孩子甚麼都有,除了童真.
孩子還是可愛的好.

我是多麼的想追回以前的時光.
現在所學習到的,都想用在以前以前.

有時候,和同學們一起找'獵'泊車位子,看見1個R字,想用clone stamp去擦掉.
有時候,草稿畫到離譜了,想一直按著crtl+Z取回之前的.
有時候,事情都想new一個layer來做新的嘗試,不行就delete.

如果,都能用在生活上就好了.

十一月十九號

十一月十九號 晴天

尋晚情況有d緊張.
令我更加唔鍾意我家姐個女.
識小小扮大代表.車!

好采,之後都冇咩事喇.
但係我地大家仲需要好擔心.

今日一次過睇左好多日既報紙.
爸爸仲拎左1d比較新既比我.

我係度諗,呢個係電視劇既台詞抑或係內心話?



我又開始generate questions and answers.

爸爸突然叫我去劈柴.
又要整到身水身汗喇 :(
但係好開心我既動作竟然令爸爸笑 ~.~
真係有d後悔冇拎到DSLR返黎.
今日係我第一次想將某d情景影低.
我劈一陣就冇力喇,真係冇用,幫唔上忙 :(

去完銀行又要去H喇.
趕返黎後既某個動作又令爸爸笑喇 :P

去到H,又有另外一個驚嚇喇.
我好想快d返吉隆坡,我唔想受到咁多驚嚇!
時間好難過,難捱.
最後終於冇咩事喇.
但係我一直都好擔心.
原來想像同事實真係好唔同.
沒有遇上,沒有真正既感覺.

呢次要返hometown前仲諗好要享受咩美食.
人算不如天算-.-
我想要食既冇一樣食到 :(
我最想最想要既小蛋糕竟然冇賣!!
我去左3日3日都冇賣 T_T
好失望.....

如果唔係有兩個大bag,我一定買個大既返去!

十一月十八號

十一月十八號 晴天

好似平時一樣,係度賴床.
爸爸返黎喇,我開時stanby.
之後一起去H.
OH, MY, GOD!(去完H既總結)
跟住又開始有問題出現.

釋迦摩尼究竟係點參透d道理?
到底我既諗法係岩定係錯?
究竟我係唔係人?
人是甚麼東西?
離開等於解脫?
難道係因果循環?
會唔會太過殘忍?
放手,會唔會好d?
一切一切對我黎講真係太殘忍喇:(
如果,一切都有如果既話,就真係太好喇:(((

今日爸爸好突然咁係我面前拎起條生魚丟係地下講:"咁就可以喇"
嚇死我!!我即刻摀住耳朵!!!

我又想問釋迦牟尼因果循環係點計架?
有沒有方程式?

人生要成功也難,放棄也難.
人生有太多唔明喇.

十一月十七號

十一月十七號 雨天 (義海豪情_晴晴把聲)

我已經好耐冇返屋企喇.
趁住呢次既連日假期回家,順便比家姐簽ㄧ簽d文件.
帶左開心的心情回家.

我原本以為會過得很高興.
點知?!
竟然!!!!
一個一個驚嚇係度等住我:(
我差d受唔住第一個驚嚇.
驚嚇程度10/10
第一次感受到晴天霹靂的感覺.
回想起真係好似做戲咁有閃電響雷的情景.
呢個真係我食到咁大個女第一次見到咁恐怖既事.
我不斷想起果件事.
每一次想起,我都好想好想我可以好似釋迦摩尼咁參透因果循環,生老病死的道理.
上天係善良定係殘忍?
而我係太過理智定係冷血?

我同我的屋企人相比,我真係可以話係冇用的人:(
我冇膽去面對.我好害怕.
我好想好大聲咁講:我不敢!
想起爸爸姊姊的辛苦,我真係甚麼都不是:(

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During midterm i posted my 2d application here.
This time I don’t have the confidence to show the final for 2d.
So skip it.

At the 14th week Wednesday we were very busy.
Some of us had our "breakfast + lunch" at 3 o'clock at the same time also rushed for the print out work for the coming presentation.

My group members and I slept at 4 and woke up at 6.30.

It was killing us.

We don’t even have time to do revision for the production test which was in the early morning on Wednesday.

I just read through the notes once and then entered to the examination hall.

Of course I know my result for the test well.

I didn’t expect to get good result for production anymore.

After the test we went to the classroom and arrange for our artwork of Promotional Design.

I was the last one to present my work.

It was getting nervous while I was listening to the comments given by lecturers to my classmates.

It came to my turn.

I can feel my heart beating fast when waiting for the comments from lecturers.

I felt relief when lecturer said that it was related to my concept and it was good but just that the paper selection made the works feel odd.

I feel happy that one of the lecturers likes my T-shirt elements!

After the PD presentation we rushed for the Copy writing presentation.

I was satisfied with the things we did but it was only the copy is unsatisfied.

I wished that we have more time to do the copy.

It was alright still we have a “neat execution” from course director.

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This is my packaging design.

I team up with SzeYee to do the research part.

At the first we were choosing Godiva but then considered for the cost for the gold color we changed to Cadbury at last.

we have trouble when we were doing the research part of competitor.

Finally we were entered to the sketches part.

She did fresh design while i did vintage design.

i challenge vintage design because i never done this kind of design before.

At the point of the time i was also worrying that i cannot accomplish it.

I was stucked for many weeks on the patterns.

Deanie also worried and nagged on the idea that i chose to apply for the design which is art nouveau.

i was upset and worry cannot pass up on time.

I decided to have one day free only for packaging assignment.

EVENTUALLY i came out 1 pattern that i satisfied a lot!

the pattern that i couldnt design before

i was indeed excited when deanie proved it and said that "you already got the sense of view, apply the same method for different flavors bars".

at the same day she complimented on the layout of my leaflet and told me that i got full mark for my report of visiting a printing shop.

WOW! it feels good!

Engston also spot that i am going smooth on everything at the same time after i clear my problem!

hehe...feel excited too while i recall back the scene :)

Too much wanna say about my Packaging.

Come to the final day for presentation, i was so down because i was overconfident while i printed for my actual mock up.

i didn't realize there are many mistakes!!

At least i picked something up from the mistakes.

I will take care of it next time!

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Finally all final assignment passed.

Although it is tough, I learnt a lot from the progress.

It was enjoyable.

I am so happy when I overcame the obstacles, when I solved the problems and when I did little mistakes even though all are tiring in the progress.

I feel my life!

I feel happy getting along with some of my classmates.

They are awesome!

We learn together, we play together; we go through tiredness together and we have beneficial competitions between ourselves.

We also face same problem together that people around us cannot understand what we were busying for our study life and why should we spent so much money.

That is because we are classmates.

Those are memorable moments.

Some of us start watching the “Project Runway” because of Engston’s influence.

He is a special guy for me. He likes building a lot.

This is a good program for us.

What I think is we need to learn from that program how western people give comment to one another.

How they generate their concept, idea, opinion and strong character on their designs.

People among us do not know how to give comment besides a word “okay” in many things.

Western people can keep improving because they give and receive I think we lack of these.

Some people are scared to listen to the comment that might be hurtful or they might distort the meaning of people’s comments.

Well, maybe they have been thinking too much.

“May be I am not creative enough to be a designer, but I can have the better way on seeing things.”

“Marks are not important, what you’ve learnt is important.”

These are what I got from lecturers.

I love my current life!