It is time to open my heart to myself.
I will become depressed one day if I still keep it inside.
I always wished that I could break the past two semester GPA record.
I will be relieved if I could get 3.00 GPA which is rated as good.
However first semester’s result was 2.99.
It is just the slightly difference of 0.01.
The second semester I dropped 0.03 in the result. *helpless*
When the third semester started I was like the soul is not with me.
I was so stressed that I cannot catch up.
I thought I will remain the same situation that I could not make a breakthrough in the result.
Despite how is the result outcome; I keep work hard on my study.
As Deanie(Lovely Lecturer) said, I have a very positive attitude in many things.(she asked my classmates to learn from this kind of attitude)
Well, somewhile this positive attitude bothers me.
I feel like not normal with the rational and positive.
I feel sorry all the time to my mother because of my positive attitude.
Last semester when I got the result slip from madam hand I was excited!
It was 3.56. I just wished I could get 3.00 but I never thought that I could get 3.5.
Wow! I cannot wait to tell my parents especially my mother!
My mother was sick that time I wished that this good news will comfort her and help her mood.
I miss her so much.
I am glad for her that she finally can relief from pain forever.
I am sad that I am so late want to take good care of her.
Should I beg to go back to the time when I was 7?
I shall, if for my selfish. I shall not, for her good.
This is life. I learnt a lesson.
Life is about appreciation.
Appreciate what you have and what you don’t have.
I do not want to have anymore regrets in my life.
I want to go home and see my father faster.
I want to bring my DSLR back and take photos with my family
I am so regret that I didn’t bring it back on November to take photo with mama
Want to call her mama again badly
The new semester has started.
This is the third week of the new semester and I am still in the holiday mood.
I have done nothing in these three days.
Although I am worried for my research and sketches, I take no actions.
I surely know that I need to pay for it!
Laziness fills me up!
I have been thinking of the theme for the book design.
I am indecisively about the Michael Kors.
I just worry that whether if the information could be found easily from the websites.
Ah! Suddenly I am thinking of showing my assignments to my baba.
I want to let him know that what I am studying about.
He always worries about my future of the course I am taking.
I think he should be relieved if he knows more about my study.
I used to like the New Year songs.
This year is different.
The sentimental fill me up when I heard the melody.
I know that I will not feel happy in the future when I heard the New Year song like I used to be.
It is time to grow up.
Life goes on and I will be tough to face everything. :)
